Monday, December 26, 2005


I am in a fog and my heart and my head are somewhere else. I cant leave here yet and go be with Grandma. I feel frozen and isolated. I cant think,eat or sleep. I know she knows I love her and I keep thinking of the funniest thing she said to me when I was down 2 weeks ago. I cant think of her as helpless... I am just sad and heartbroken