Ok God I guess you did mean a hard road. Grandma's in the hospital and I am stuck here...I need to be here. Amy hasnt had her baby and wants me to be there and Now one of my best friends is in the hospital because of Chest pains. I think I am getting the point I think this is about all I can bear. I love you Lord and trust in you but I need some rest. Please be with all of them during this time.